"There was once,for 20 years,
I poison myself
into a delusional happy marriage
with the man to whom I truely in love with.
Years bygone
and Im finally fully awake,
salvage myself
from those prolong made believe happily ever after life
into a hurtful reality.
I hear white
I see silence
Everything is as is,
with the exceptional of my happiness.
.
..
...Im totally devastated..
What is so wrong about the world?
Can you help me understand?
Is there any parallel life that I can goto?
Can someone help me find the way out of here?
It is scary here!
October 29th 2014
